Je t'adore, mon cher

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Aaron. Thanksgiving isn’t over yet. And I know we didn’t have a perfect one and I know I messed it up because I’m selfish and I got upset. But I still have an hour to write this until saying what I’m thankful for in life is weird because it’s not Thanksgiving. I’m thankful for you. I know that sometimes it may not seem it, but you are the light at the end of the tunnel for me. Sometimes when I get really upset over things, I think about hurting myself. But I don’t, I don’t because you are one of the reasons why I stopped and I don’t want to hurt you like that. You made me better. You make me better. And I know I get upset and I flip out and we fight…and I know we’re in high school. But I know I want you, even if you don’t know what you want. When I was younger, I was obsessed with fairies and princesses and I read love stories all of the time. I still do. I love movies that have to do with true love and happy endings and where the girl finds her prince and they fall in love even though they have differences. I stopped believing in them for a while, because of my parents, because of being hurt, and because I was afraid. And then I met you. And for a while, I was still afraid. But I slowly let you in because I trusted you and I trusted you wouldn’t hurt me. You made me feel these amazing butterflies in my tummy and my head felt dizzy with happiness and I was okay. I was content, and I felt bliss. I know that we fight and I know that things are not okay with us sometimes and I know that you’re afraid. I’m different, I promise. I don’t want to take you away from the things that make you happy… I just don’t want to be hurt again. I know you aren’t confident in our relationship like I am, and I know you don’t believe in fairy tales and forever is a poison word in your mouth, but I love you. I’m thankful that I have somebody so…amazing and wonderful and handsome and happy and lovely and perfect and spectacular and incredible in my life. I am thankful that I can call you mine. I am thankful that I can have somebody to pray for every single night, and I am thankful that I can have somebody to call and talk me to sleep. Your voice is the only voice I want to hear before I go to bed and every day I am so thankful that I can hear it. I am thankful that I found a person that brings excitement and love into my life, somebody that I feel comfortable enough to sing around and somebody that I trust with every single secret I have ever had. I am thankful that you love me. I am thankful for every single thing that you have ever done for me and I know that sometimes I get upset because I see other people and I wish you could do some things that other boys do, but in the end, I’m glad you don’t. Because you are you. You’re not perfect and you will never be perfect but you are absolutely perfect to me. And I am so thankful that I have found an imperfectly perfect person that can make me laugh and smile and make my heart pound and my palms sweat and my thoughts race whenever I think about you or those moments right before I see you. I am thankful that I have a beautiful love with you and I am thankful that you are mine. I’m thankful that out of all of the girls in the world, you chose me to be yours. And that’s all I need. And you’re probably wondering why I chose this picture. Karlie took this and I love it. I love when you kiss my face and my hands and my fingers and my head. Whenever you do, these shocks and tingles of bliss rush through my body and it’s just such an amazing feeling and I love it. I love those moments.  I’m sorry for not making you happy. Just know that I love you. And every second of every day, I’m thankful for you.
I want to be your fairytale.
Ready and super excited for Aaron’s first soccer game :D goodluck baby <3
Hi all of my followers this is my wonderful and amazing boyfriend and I love him so much <3 :)

damn i love you so freaking much and god just sometimes i want to scream it at your perfectly beautiful face and kiss you everywhere until you understand how much i freaking love you

but i really don’t mind cuddling with you and looking up at your gorgeous eyes and saying it softly into them and then giving you kiss after kiss after kiss

i just love you, nobody else, never as much as this
just want today to be over so i can cuddle with aaron
I could just lay all day in the grass and watch your eyes watch me.
You are the icing to my cupcake
i am so freaking excited to see you
“Promise me we’ll wake up early one day and watch the sun rise”
Love my new curler so much